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He’s here, right here in front of me.
‘I don’t know, why? Why she leaves?’ He sobs, like a baby.
‘Life is like this, Justin. Just, ’ I say, try to pacify him, ‘just get used to it.’
‘But why? Ain’t I a good boyfriend,’He asks me.
‘Of course you are, my little man,’I say, ‘Everything is gonna be fine, it’s gonna be all fine.’
‘For you, it will, but not for me!’ He jumps on his feet and cries out, like an angry bird which is trying to get out of the cage.
‘It’s not my fault, okay? If you are not happy, don’t say it to me, to her. It’s between you and her, not you and me,’I say angrily, nearly jumping on my feet as well.
For a moment, we don’t say anything. It is like the time is molting, I am drowning, he is disappearing.
‘I’m sorry,’ he says, sitting down.
‘It’s okay,’ I say.
But for sure, he has never spoken to me that loud, never. Today he did, because of her.
‘If you want to, then get her back.’ I say, pretending that I don’t care. Why should I care? I am his best friend, not girlfriend.
‘I don’t.’ He says in a calm voice.
‘You know what,’ I look in to his eyes, I want to find out if he feels really bad, ‘I hate liars.’
‘I am not..... ’
‘......do not tell me you are not,’ I say, turning on the TV, it makes me feel better.
‘If you are not, why are you crying?’ I say.
‘I am not.......’
I glares at him, he cannot lie to me, because I have eyes like knives looking through his heart.
‘Okay, I am just.....’
I keep glaring at him.
‘I am just little bit angry, Taylor.’ he says, turning to me, ‘I am just wondering, ain’t I good for her?’
‘If that’s all you want to say, then you can leave. ’I say, in a icy voice which I have never used to him.
‘Alright, ’ he says, ‘I’ll leave then.’
‘Bang!’ the door closes with a big noisy sound.
It feels like he will never come back, but I don’t regret, I never regret. If I am just a person who he can be angry with whenever he wants, I will choose to leave whether he cares or not. I think he doesn’t, if he does, he won’t leave.
Time leaves me alone, it just stops driving. I ask it what I have done, it says, time never takes heartbreakers to the end.
I wonder.
One day ago, the media pronounced a big news: Justin Bieber and Selena Gomez broke up. Actually, they broke up one week ago. They were on vacation, they were having fun, but they used arguing to end this love. I will never understand what it is like although I also broke up with Harry Styles - a member of One Direction - last month. I and Harry were just playing the game, but they were not. She loved him, he loves her.
As both best friends of they two, I am not surprise about it. They are not the type to stay together, when Selena was in my home, I said to her. She didn’t cry like Justin, but she sad as well. She said it was a difficult choice, but she felt like she didn’t love him anymore.
‘Then, find someone else.’ I remember I said to her like this, ‘I want both you two to be happy.’
I am not lying, I like Selena, she is sweet and honest, she can understand my songs perfectly as if she writes it on her own. However, there is a distance between us. Maybe we can never walk through it.
The distance, is him.
I met him when I was seventeen, when I was young, When I was not famous. He was young and not famous at that time as well. We have been best friends since then. He was like sunshine, like fresh raindrop, spoiled in my heart.
‘I love you, Taylor. ’ That’s what he always says, as a friend.
I don’t know if I love him, but I am sure that we are not just friends that simple.
But I can never give him love like Selena. I can never held his hands on the street, I can never hug him that long, I can never kiss her on the lips.
It is like a heavy rain when he went out just now. I knew he will still be here next time, but not like before.
We cannot just be friends, but we are friends forever.
It’s confused, so does I.
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‘Cry me a river! Oh, cry me a river! ’ I sing this song for all the fans today. It feels like I am crying, but in the inside.
‘Cry me a river! Oh, cry me a river!’ I don’t know why I decide to sing this, they two both sang this during the past two weeks.
Justin, could you cry for me one day?
No, we are never going to stay together. I know that, we are best friends, forever and ever.
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I don’t know, if I really love her. I think so. But if I really do, why don’t I take her hand and run out right now?Maybe it just because of I am not brave.
‘Percy, will you give yourself to Taylor, to be her husband, to live with her according to God’s word? Will you love her, comfort her, honor and protect her, and, forsaking all others, be faithful to her, so long as you both shall live?’
‘I will.’
‘Taylor, will you give yourself to Percy, to be her husband, to live with her according to God’s word? Will you love her, comfort her, honor and protect her, and, forsaking all others, be faithful to her, so long as you both shall live?’
‘I......’ she is still considering about it, ‘I will.’
Finally, she says it. I wonder, ain’t she know that I love her, I am waiting for her all the time?
‘ Families and friends, you are witnesses to these vows......’ I hear the priest continues, but I cannot continue.
I go out of the church to find some fresh air. I see the red sun and blue sky, I see the green grass and trees, I see all the beautiful flowers, and I also see her:
she is there, running to me, smiling, with her golden hair.
She says, ‘I love you. ’
I say, ‘I love you, too.’
【THE END】
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