A poem of my wish

A poem of my wish
Inherited the surplus of reserve goodness,
I can prepare the broom in royal court.
Now I worry about that the instability of my reputation,It will involve to the ancestor-
spirits of family.
I couldn't figure out over night and night,
I was so serious and so scared in the darkness.
Although I ususal to improve myself to be stronger,
Light up the stagnation due to stupy and ignorance.
I thought very hard to do my best to fulfill my duties in capital,
However, My ability try hard to catch up my mind and it failed.
英文直译的好处，是可以把语气体现出来。
她应该是从西京长安来到江都，而且是比较绝望了。

不是皇后不强，而是：思竭节于天衢，才追心而弗逮。
I thought very hard to fulfill my duties in capital,
However, My ability want to catch up his mind and it failed.
所以结尾就这么翻译了：
After questioned the dispise and impugned the motivation,
I got peaceful and puzzl were gone.
I always straightly in my whole life,
And I truthfully follow my education of rite and the morality.
Altought I am not the very sensitive nature,
But I can accumulate merits to be a benevolent.
I am afraid that probably few people can understand me,
Other will ask what is my need after self narratives.
The simple wish is really hard to write,
So I end it,
The reason is same as ending writing because of got kylin.

《述志赋》这类的诗歌，大都是男人写得多，女人写的很少，几乎没有。
主题一般是以楚辞汉赋的形式来表达自己的愿望。多创作于国难当头之时，比如外族入侵或是天下动荡不安的时候。
萧皇后的《述志赋》可以归于此类吗？

皇后属车三十六乘，初宇文恺、阎毗奏定，请减乘舆之半。礼部侍郎许善心奏驳曰："谨案《周礼》，后备六服，并设五辂，采章之数，并与王同，属车之制，不应独异。
萧皇后与杨广出行的属车好像都一样，都是三十六乘。

AI历史学看来是要兴起了。

问：如果你处在萧皇后写《述志赋》时候的处境，那时到处都是农民起义，突厥不但背叛而且发起了进攻。
杨广荒废朝政，整天沉迷于酒色之中。对萧皇后来说，为了避免隋王朝像秦王朝那样的结局，尽快让天
下恢复太平。作为资深历史学家的你，从历史经验的角度，你有什么好建议？