I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor to bring me back to life
I told the world one day
I would pay it back
Say it on tape and lay it
record it so that one day
I could play it back
But I don't even know if
I believe it when I'm saying that
Doubt starting to creep in
everyday is just so gray and black
Hope, I just need a ray of that
'Cause no one see's my vision
when I play it for them
They just say it's whack
they don't know what dope is
And I don't know if I was awake or asleep
when I wrote this
All I know is you came to me
when I was at my lowest
You picked me up, breathing life in me
I owe my life to you
but for the life of me
I don't see why you don't see like I do
But it just dawned on me
you lost a son
Demons fightin' you, it's dark
Let me turn on the lights
and brighten me and enlighten you
I don't think you realize
what you mean to me
not the slightest clue